HarraArial

So, at the request of my dear friend(s) (name(s) ommitted to protect the identities of the accused), I have been "Asked" (Begged, ordered, et cetera) to finish writing and subsequently publish one of my lemons for the world (namely them) to see.

SO! For those of you who don't know, a lemon is a fancy-schmancy term for a sex story. Or, yanno, a story that has sex in it. Also known as an "Erotica Novel", ... but that implies some amount of artistic merit. My writing isn't THAT good.

The moral of the story being: "Dance of Death", or whatever weird title I decide to give this thing, DOES CONTAIN SEX. On top of that, it contains sex with an UNDEAD DUDE. So if these things bother you, then -please- do not click, do not read, and do not spam my inbox with great details as to why I am a sick, disgusting person who needs to die in a ditch somewhere. (... I get that enough in my daily life.)

Oh, and final warning, it contains very BAD sex. I've tried doing research, and it hasn't really helped me at all. So... there's that warning as well.

TL;DR- HERE THERE BE UNDEAD SEX. YE HAVE BE WARNED! 8DD

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.
--- ... I don't have an iTunes, if you can believe it.

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
--- Too many people to count! I guess right now, I'd love to meet Sarah Brightman.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
--- Inspenct what you expect. Stuff doesn't just happen because you expect it to happen; you have to make sure it happens by inspecting the progress.

4) What do you think about most?
---  Waaay too many things-- right now? Sewing.

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
--- Not allowed to text. XD

6) Do you sleep with or without on?
--- Sleep with what, exactly?

7) What's your strangest talent?
--- Singing, hands down. I hate to brag, but I'm the best I know-- and academics are a strong suit.

8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
--- Girls are irrational, boys are illogical.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
--- Once, oddly enough. Although the poem itself could apply to anyone.

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
--- Never, strangely enough. I should learn~ ^_~

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
--- Bees. Oh, and penises.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
--- *Snicker* I'm gonna try that now. XD

13) What's your religion?
--- Agnostic. I was raised Lutheren, though.

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
--- Walking somewhere.

15) Do you perfer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
--- In front of it~ 8D I don't do modeling for nothing, yanno!

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
--- *Groan* Can I list several? Right now I'm going nuts on Gregorian, but tomorrow, it'll probably be VNV Nation, and then Nightwish, and THEN E Nomine-- it'll just go on forever and ever!

17) What was the last lie you told?
--- "I'm not hurting anymore."

18) Do you believe in karma?
--- Ohhh yes. I've done good, and good always comes back to me. If something goes wrong, then I deserve it.

19) What does your URL mean?
--- You mean my dA one? Uhh... it's my name?

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
--- *Grin* Too many of both to count, I'm afraid. My major weakness might as well be my extreme co-dependency problem. Then you can factor in the fact that I'm mostly emotionless. My strength, however? Is likely my ability to be logical in almost every situation.

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
--- Morgan Freeman. Hands down. WOULD tap that. Hard. Very hard. And then some.

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
--- No, but I really should.

23) How do you vent your anger?
--- Sewing. Sewing, singing, and occasionally beating things up. But mostly the first two. Especially at the same time. (Main reason I'm so euphoric right now is I just finished a dress-- t'was singing the whole damned time too. XD )

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
--- Teacups~

25) Do you perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
--- I like both equally, actually-- perhaps the phone better, because then I don't have pervy Australians asking to see my boobs. ^_~

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
--- I guess I am. A lot of scheisse has happened, and every last ounce of it has shaped me to who I am today.

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
--- I hate crying children, it causes me to go into convulsions, panic attacks, and sometimes fainting spells. However, I love the sound of my metal music~

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
--- "What if I cease to function? What if I can't get through the day?" Almost every day, I ask myself this.

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
--- Ghosts? I don't see why not. Aliens? Again, why not. I'm sure we aren't the only life in our universe.

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
--- An empty truffles box, as for my left? My pencil basket.

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
--- The stagnant, almost suffocatingly stale air of my room. It's overwhelming to some people, but to me, it's an atmosphere I thrive in.

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
--- Elementary school. All of it.

33) Choose: East Coast or West Coast?
--- I hate coasts, can I just say the west itself? I like Arizona.

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
--- Opposite? Oh, dammit. Can I call myself a man and say that I'd tap Sarah Brightman?

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
--- Giving your gift away. Of course, you have to fufil your purpose first-- which is finding what your gift is. But the meaning is to give it away, to give back to the world that shaped you.

36) Define: Art.
--- There IS no definition. Art is art, and what is art to me is likely not art to you.

37) Do you believe in luck?
--- Sure, why not? But we make our own luck.

38) What's the weather like right now?
---  Overcast and cold~ 8D It's a welcome change from sunny and hot, like it normally is~

39) What time is it?
--- 1:02 AM while answering this question. It'll be MUCH later by the time I finish writing this up.

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
--- Yes, yes I do-- and not really 'crashed', but I've rear-ended a couple of things-- never left any scratches, oddly enough~

41) What was the last book you read?
--- Gothic Charm School: An Essentia Guide for Goths and the People Who Love Them- Jillian Venters

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
--- ... Somewhat, actually.

43) Do you have any nicknames?
--- Sadistic Bitch~ <3

44) What was the last movie you saw?
--- ... Holy Hell. It's been so long, I don't remember.

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
--- The first time I split the ligaments in my foot in half, hands down.

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
--- No.

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
--- Sewing count?

48) What's your sexual orientation?
--- Panromantic, Intelective Necrophiliac. I can like anyone, but chances are you won't turn me on unless your nether-regions have rotted off.

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
--- Oh, I'm sure I have, they just never got back to me. ^_~

50) Do you believe in magic?
--- Sure, why not?

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
--- Harra NEVER forgets. Rarely forgives, never forgets-- so yes, yes I do. It's hard to wrong me, but once it's done, I rarely forgive.

52) What is your astrological sign?
--- Taurus, which explains the grudge-holding-- oh, apparantly my Moon is ALSO Taurus. Double trouble~

53) Do you save money or spend it?
--- I've a horrible spending problem. D8

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
--- Donuts-- Shaddaup. >>:

55) Love or lust?
--- Love. I don't like lust-- then again, I don't like love much-- can I please just choose 'neither'?

56) In a relationship?
--- Just got a painful breakup, hence my above answer.

57) How many relationships have you had?
--- A few too many long-distance ones. Three local.

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
--- Nope. D8

59) Where were you yesterday?
--- Auntie's house, sewing my nether-regions off. XD

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
--- Nope. Burgandy, but no pink.

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
--- Art Novaeu Mesh Tights.

62) What's your favorite animal?
--- Dogs or cats~ I love 'em both~

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
--- I don't really have one. Brutal honesty, I suppose?

64) Where is your best friend?
--- Likely at her house right now-- I ought hope!

65) Spit or swallow?(;
--- ... If we're talking about food, I tend to swallow, as for what I -assume- you're getting at? Neither. If a man ever puts his equipment near my face, I WILL bite it off. Phallophobia is a bitch.

66) What is your heritage?
--- German-Dutch-- well, biologically I'm Italian and whatever made my birthmother blonde.

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
--- Struggling to get to sleep-- and playing Persona 3 until I COULD sleep.

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
--- I doubt he needs one~

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
--- No.

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
--- ... I guess? Problem is, I tend to HATE people like me-- because they take the place I usually have in a friendship group. Besides, I'd hate me as a friend anyway, because I'm a girl who looks, acts, and dresses like me. No. Thanks. I get pissed off enough being around other girls in my nerd-group, I don't need a twin.

In other words: If I were anyone but me? Sure, I'd want me as a friend. But I hate people like me, so I'm a bad judge for this. Most people seem to like me well enough, though.

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
--- Save the dog, hands down. If my boss doesn't understand that I saved a creature's life, then he can go fuck himself-- hell, I'll buy the vibrator for him to do so.

72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
--- a.) Yeah, it would only be fair to let those close to me know.
b.) A lot of dangerous scheisse, I'd want to live as much as I damned well could!
c.) Who wouldn't be? I'd be afraid, but if I'm lucky, it'll be peaceful, and even if not, I'll be distracting myself so much, that I'll likely forget I'm afraid~

73) You can only have one of these things: trust or love.
--- Love. I don't trust anyone anyway, so I'm used to living without it.

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
--- "Baby Got Back" Sir Mix-a-lot. Shut. Up. That one ALWAYS makes me smile and laugh for some reason.

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
--- 0098

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
--- The ability to be friends before lovers. Lovers are just the icing on the cake, but if the friendship isn't there, then there's trouble.

77) How can I win your heart?
--- Talk to me in an evil voice, and we'll talk. ^_~ Seriously. I'm an auditory voice, so if you can play the part of an evil gentleman, then you'll likely have me sold.

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
--- You mean it doesn't?

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
--- There isn't one. None of my decisions are good or bad in the long run, they all have shaped me to who I am today.

80) What size shoes do you where?
--- 7.5

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
--- "Here lies Harra- Our Beloved" I want to have been loved, and to have been important enough to someone for them to remember me, and for their lives to have been better, just from me being around them. That's all I really want, is to make those around me be better for having known me.

82) What is your favorite word?
--- "Definistration". That, or "Antidisestablishmentarianism."

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: heart.
--- An organ that pumps blood through the body. Oh! OR an awesome band.

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
--- "Lech mich im Arsch!" If you don't speak German, than ask someone who does. ^_~

85) What's the last song you listened to?
--- "Gregorian Anthem"

86) Basic question: what's your favorite color/colors?
--- Black, white, blue, burgandy.

87) What is your current desktop picture?
--- My friend Rei holding up a sign that says "FEEL BETTER! (I Command You!)"

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
--- I have a few people in mind. ^_~ Actually? I wouldn't. I wouldn't want to kill anyone.

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
--- "Do you love me?" Either way I answer that question, no matter who it is, it usually ends horribly.

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
--- "Oh my GOD. How well-preserved are you guys anyway? Oh, screw it, this is a dream come true-- or I might still be dreaming, get on the bed now? Please? Let's get this done before I wake up, because the LAST dream I had like this, I woke up before anything good happened!"

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
--- ANYTHING but mind reading. D8 Uhh... can I fly?

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
--- I really wouldn't. Reliving my past will only screw over my future~

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
--- Again, couldn't do it-- now, I'd love to undo a lot of horrible things, believe me, but if I did? I'd lose who I am now.

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
--- I said above that I'd tap Sarah Brightman~ -- Actually? I'd rather just have a nice dinner with her, complete with a candlelit room, and a night of long cuddling beneath warm, silk sheets.

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
--- Australia~ 8D To go kick Nat's ass for always asking to see my boobs~ 8D

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
--- Does my birthfather count? At least he SHOULD be in jail, drug-dealing sonuvabitch. >>;

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
--- Nope~

98) Ever been on a plane?
--- Maaaany many times.

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
--- "Holy hell! You all tuned in to hear this? Well, I know any inspirational things I'm going to say will go right over your heads, so while I'd LIKE to say "Be nice to each other", I know you're all going to listen to "Fuck you" more. So... Fuck you~ Have a nice day~"

100) Give me your top 5 favorite blogs on Tumblr.
--- Don't really have any. XD I an in LOVE with "Random Goth Thangs", though~

My first somewhat-extreme harrassment, that is.

A bit of background. For those who don't know, I'm pretty heavy into Subculture. While Goth, and Lolita mostly hold my heart, I've also a soft spot for Steampunk, and a lot of other things that don't really fit into an established subculture. So, naturally, I sort of look as strange as I am, fluffy dresses, generally modest dress, skull and cross jewelry, and, of course, my chain.

You see, my mother gave me a chandelier chain a few months ago. She was just going to throw it away, and figured I'd have SOME use for it. Of course I did, and I still cherish it deeply. One way I do this is I usually wrap it around my neck and have a friend (or my Fiancee) lead me around. Don't really know why, it just makes me feel very secure.

SO. With that in mind, let me continue onto my story~

John (the Fiancee) and I were at IHOP today for lunch. Don't normally go there, but just about everywhere else was closed, and we wanted to go sit -somewhere- and eat. Keep in mind, he was dressed completely normal that day, a pale violet pinstriped dress-shirt, jeans, and dress-shoes. Myself? Rather toned-down and conservative for the day. My brown, turquoise, and gold floral dress. (A Lolita-inspired dress that reaches just a liiittle past my knees, has a squared neckline, thick straps, and lace "Sleeves" that just cover my shoulders. Pretty conservative dress, no petticoat today.) My greenstone necklace that I almost never take off. A two-strand set of pearls that John gave me, my "Wristwatch" (Which actually is a bracelet made up of delicate watchheads that don't work anymore.) And, of course, my chain.

We went in, waited for ourselves to be seated, and poiltely asked for a quiet area to sit in. (One, I don't take noise well, and two, I didn't want to disturb others.) Everything seemed to go without a hitch, we looked over the menu, I got my hot cocoa, and everything seemed to be in good shape.

Well, not for very long, I fear.

A man approached John and myself, and boy, he did NOT look happy. I can't tell who he was glaring at more, John or myself. But he pretty much yelled at the two of us (well, "Yell" might not be the correct word, but he DID raise his voice once or twice), saying that we shouldn't be allowed in public, and how was he supposed to explain us to his kids?

I mean, we were just sitting in the corner, I didn't even see him before he came up, but he must have seen us, because he walked right over.

Him: I have two small children. {{Note: At this time, I thought he was warning us that he had kids, because I politely asked the waitstaff that we be seated away from children. They were pretty good about that as well, while we were seated in the same room as a party with two children, the kids were VERY well-behaved. I couldn't have been happier.)

Me: *Silence, trying to realize just what he meant.*

Him: What do you think you're doing out in public like this?

John: Excuse me, may I expla--

Him: No. What am I supposed to tell my children? I have a five year old, and he's asking about you. What am I supposed to say?

*At this rate, he motions toward my chain, and I get visibly freaked out, beacuse he LOOKED like he was going to grab it. Rather thankful he didn't.*

John: My girlfriend is just wearing pretty jewelr--

Him: Hey, no. Keep this out of public.

With that, he walked off. He walked off before we could explain that we weren't even part of the fetish community, he walked off before we could say that it was just part of our "Culture" (Or subculture, in any case), and he spent a good ten minutes complaining to the management.

Thankfully, he didn't come back, but the woman with the children I mentioned before came to our table to apologize for him. I'll admit, it was incredibly nice of her, seeing as he wasn't even in her party. She really was a nice lady, and I wished I could have thanked her more. We need more people like her.

Likewise, apparantly management told him to mind his own business. I couldn't help but feel just a little bit... warm and fuzzy, I suppose? I've never been used to people standing up for me, let alone against an "upstanding adult in society". It really made my heart glow just a bit.

I tipped them 50%, because really, they deserved it. By far. I'm really glad that so many people stood up for us, it sort of taught me that society in general is NOT as mean as I previously thought.

~~~

So, I guess I DID get my first major harrassment. My first something-more-than-a-glare. But you know what I also got? I also got a bit of my faith back in the world. I also got the reassurance that there are people willing to stand up for someone, even though they're different.

I also learned that IHOP has some amazingly good pancakes. I don't know what will make me go there more, the food, or the fact that people were so nice.

Have you had any nightmares or really good experiences with others?

ONE - Spell your name without vowels: Hrr Rl
TWO - Are you single?: Nein
THREE - Whats your favorite number?: Three
FOUR - What color do you wear most?: Black, white, deep red, brown.
FIVE - Least favorite color?: Neon yellow-- or really, neon anything. Ick.
SIX - Favorite candy? : Too many to count. XD
SEVEN - What do you smoke?: I don't, smoking anything would kill my voice.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: Yessir~
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Does having someone who looks exactly like me on the cover of a fictional book count? XD
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?: English and Criminology.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at Hollister/DC/Bluenotes?: Never heard of the last two? Hate the first one?
TWELVE - How do you make money?: Allowance.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?:
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?: Scottsdale Community College.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?: At Conventions and subculturist gatherings? You bet I am!
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?: Oh gracious. 0.o Uhh... how about my own term? "Subculturist"
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?: Short-heeled sandals. Without fail. Backless, toeless. Yes. And. Please.
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?: Do my Masquerade Butterfly ones count?
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?: Sushi bar. (Then again, I ALWAYS wish I were at one of those.)
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?: Getting dressed.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: I'm engaged, dearies.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?: Wondering if I'll have enough time to finish this before Mum calls me downstairs.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?: Filling this thing out.
Honestly, have you done something bad today?: I just woke up, dammit. What do you expect me to do? D8
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?: This ONE morning, when John and I were tired and sick respectively, we were watching because there was nothing good on. What is wrong with us?
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?: What's with all these "Honestly"s? Are you assuming we're lying? Oh, right, John.
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?: "Jealous" isn't the right word, perhaps annoyed at the injustice. There's this girl who is the girlfriend of one of our group members, and she's quite manipulative, and has most of the guys wrapped around her finger. Most of us girls and John (because he might as well be a girl. Seeing as he doesn't read dA, he'll never know I said that) see right through her. I'm jealous she has so little going for her, yet still has enough prescence to get other people to do her bidding; but mostly I'm just furious at the injustice of it all, because she's only looking out for her own best interests, and doesn't care about the group.
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?: See above, that's the only thing really boiling my blood right now. But injustice in general really grinds at me.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?: ... Isn't that how you're supposed to keep them short? D8
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?: I'm seeing my Mum and her friend for movies today?
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?: I have secrets? Since when?
Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?: See my rant from above, although I don't consider her a friend, and she certainly hates my guts. Otherwise, I love my friends, and would move Heaven and Earth for them if they needed me to. I'm hard to put up with, but if someone actually takes the time to be my friend, they've gained an ally they won't ever forget.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?: From bubble-soap? Yes. From gum? Not a chance.
Can you dance?: Not even slightly. XD I still dance alone in my room when I'm bored, though. Dah once taught me this fun freestyle mix of ballroom and swing when I was younger. I do that~
Can you do a cart wheel?: As a kid, I sure could. Now I have too low a center of gravity. (Read: I'm heavy.)
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No, but I know someone who can double-knot it? 8D
Can you whistle?: I used to be the best damned whistler in school back when my teeth were gapped to high-heavens. Four years of braces letter? Not an ounce. ; ;
Can you wiggle your ears?: I can twitch them a tiny bit, but it's not really show-offy enough.
Can you wiggle your nose?: I thought everyone could?
Can you roll your tongue?: I was blessed with that genetic feature~ 8D
Can you make a clover with your tongue?: A... clover? I think? Maybe? Not sure?

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you're mad?: Ranting ahoy. Although if I can't rant, I sometimes stew in it. But usually, I just go off ranting to John or Rei about some injustice of the day.
What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Weeeell, the other day, I broke down sobbing and screaming to my Mum about how people who do nothing productive need to die. In my defense, I was reacting -badly- to an experimental medication. Goddamned psychiatrists.
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: Once, actually. Although I think it was moreso realizing all the wrongs he's done to me that made him cry more than anything. And in my defense, he was on his man-period, I swear.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: More than a fair share.
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: It's happened, yes.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: I don't use shoulders, mostly head-on-the-chest.
Ever cried over the same sex?: Ohhh yes. Girls can be pretty brutal.
Do you cry when you get an injury?: Moreso laughing a-la-Joker.
Do certain songs make you cry?: *Grin* By. Far.
Do certain movies make you cry?: Why do you think I don't watch sad movies? Horror and comedy, please~
Ever cried from reading a book?: Ohhh yes. And I doubt it counts, but I cry like the dickens in emotional RP scenes.

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?: I'd like to think so, but that MIGHT be the antidepressants keeping me from killing myself talking. XD
What makes you the happiest?: Being with the people I care about. I mentioned above about how loyal I am to my friends? There's a reason, I love them to all hell.
Does being with your friends make you happy?: See above, m'dear.
Do you believe in yourself?: I suppose I should, shouldn't I? After all, at the end of the day, you only have yourself to congratulate, and yourself to blame for everything you do.
Do you wish you were happier?: I think everyone's wished that at some time or another.
Is being happy overrated?: Not even slightly. I sort of wish society would move away from the "Depression is cool" thing that seems to be going around. No. Depression is NOT cool, and being happy doesn't make you some heartless being. It makes you just as deep as being depressed-- if not moreso. I've heard better philosophy from happy people than I have from sad people. (Especially because sad philosophy is the same load of nihilistic scheisse every time.)
Can music make you happy?: There is a REASON I listen to music when I'm sad. Same reason most people do. It comes with being an auditory person, I suppose.

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?: *Twitch* A few too many times.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them?: "Die" is a finicky term, especially when you know Elizabethian slang. "Give my life"? There are maybe two people aside from family that I would make that sacrifice for.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you'?: Might be because my hometown is pretty emotionally-driven, but generally saying goodbye if they're friends of the family ends with "I love you", so I've heard it more times than I can count.

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: With all the tolerance I preach? ... Yeah, unfortunately. I'm working on it, I really am. But nothing can anger me worse than women who destroy men that I know (or, hell, other women.) One girl in particular, Julie, messed up a guy-friend beyond belief. He's still recovering from the scheisse she put him through, and I hate her for everything she's done. Then again, I also hate her for her stupidity, she can't even do basic math, and literally, the ONLY thing she is good at is sex. I... I hate her for having no intellect, it's horrible, but I really do. But most of all, I hate her for ruining the lives of those around me. (And the one isolated incident where she almost killed me, but that's beside the point.)
Have you ever been on a hit list?: ... I probably am somewhere, they just haven't found me yet. ^_~
Are you a mean bully?: There was one incident where I refused to reveal the identity of a friend who was being brutally honest. But otherwise? No. I don't like conflict, and preying on the weak. (Preying on the dishonest and cruel, however, is another matter entirely. That's not bullying, it's justice.)
Do you hate George Bush?: Not really. I don't think he was as fit for his job as his father was, but I can't hate him as a person, I don't know him.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?: It used to be. Oddly enough, my elabourate dress and immersion into subculture communities really brought it up like no other.
Do you think you're good looking?: I'd like to think so. I'm not something you'd see on the magazines, but I take pride in having an appearance that is hard to mirror. Pale skin, rounded face, dark eyes, very long dark hair, it takes a LOT of work to look like me (as in, about eight years growing out your hair, for instance.) I'm not pretty in the traditional sense, but in an ethereal sense? Heck yes.
Do you wish you could be someone else?: Never. I love who I am, and wouldn't change it for the world.

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?: Dark brown, uber-long, prone to tangling.
What is your eye color?: Also a fairly dark brown. Or, as my college advisor said, after she shined a flashlight in my eyes for a solid minute: "Mixed Amber". (I am NOT making this up. Ms. Ramona, you are amazing~)
What is your skin tone?: Porcelain. (God, I sound like a Mary-Sue). I'm already naturally pale, added to the fact that I do everything in my power to stay out of the sun.
Current piercings?: None. Unless it's drawing blood, or for sewing, I am terrified of needles.
Have any tattoos?: Nein, I love them on other people, but not on me.
Straight hair or curly?: Curly-- well, wavy. I don't get ringlets or anything, but I have pretty high waves. Makes me sad, because you can't do aaaanything with my hair.

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: My nightgown until I put on a nice blouse for going to the movies.
Necklace(s)?: Three: My Greenstone necklace that my Auntie gave me. My "Skeleton Knight" necklace I got at Mardi Gras, and my black and dark-silver Gothy-cross that I got at Target. (Seriously, guys. Target is GREAT for Gothy jewelry if you know where to look~)
Shoes?: Not until I leave. Never been fond of shoes.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?: I grew up hugging just about everyone I met. XD
Been on the phone until the sun came up?: Ohhh yes, Mum was NOT amused.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: I don't think so, oddly enough?
Laughed so hard you cried?: Ohhh yes. And my stomach hurt like Hell after.
Got in a fight with someone?: Fistfight? No. Verbal fight? Oh so many times.

THE LAST:
Person you talked to in person?: Mum.
Person you talked to online?: Nathaniel~
Person you hugged?: Mum, last night, after we came home from sushi. Oddly enough, going to sushi bars has been our way of bonding. (Even if she doesn't eat sushi. I'm working on her, though~)

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?: If I didn't, would I be filling this out?
Do you get along with your parents?: I love my parents. If it weren't for them and their support, I wouldn't be who I am today, I owe everything to them. (Besides, if they hadn't adopted me, I'd probably be some crackwhore turning tricks. No. Seriously.)
Do you have mental breakdowns?: Clinical-grade panic attacks. Not. Fun.

CURRENT:
Current mood: Happy and excited, movies in a few minutes~ (I need to get off my arse and get dressed, dammit~)
Current music: ... I need music. ; ; I'll probably play "The Toy Master" by Avantasia, since that always gets me in a "Dark and dangerous" mood to suit my dressing. But, ehh, who knows~
Current hair style: Straight out of bed: Loose, and its usual natural state of wavy. I'm lucky, I don't get "Bed hair" (Probably because the only thing I ever DO to my hair is put it into a bun. Two-second styling, man. I love it.)
Current crush: Engaged. But I have a TON of fancrushes, it'd take too long to list them here.
Current thing I ought to be doing: Getting dressed and hauling arse to the movies~
Current windows open : Deviantart, and showtime listings. Fright Night, here I come~ 8D
Current desktop picture: holding up a sign that says: "Feel better! (I command you!)" She sent that to me when I was feeling sick and depressed, and I've kept it ever since. Nothing like having Reizies looking at you with a cute pout on her face to cheer you up~ <3

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?: I'm NOT going to count the time I got suspended for grabbing a girl's wrist. That was overrated bullscheisse.
Did you ever run away from home?: According to my parents? Once when I was four. Really, I was just taking a walk and forgot to tell them. XD (Barring the fact I wasn't supposed to go outside. I didn't know that back then. XD )
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: Not really. Although everyone tells me I should, seeing as I take care of everyone when they're sick.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Not once. Pyrophobia does that to you.

THE DO'S:
Do you know how to swim?: Yepyep~
Do you like roller coasters?: I suppose I do~
Do you own a bike?: Nope. Can't ride one.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Never. I got grossed out enough by trying to eat a sea-urchin sushi once. Strong gag-reflex, I fear.

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?: I wouldn't know, I'm adopted. But for my parents? Nope.
Does your car get good gas mileage?: I... think so?
Does your family have family picnics?: No, actually, makes me sad.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: I spend half of my life flying. XD
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Cruises~ 8D
Have you ever painted your nails?: On a few occasions. My nails are short, though, and it chips off anyway. So I usually don't bother.

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?: 5'3".
How much money do you have on you right now?: A debit card, not sure how much is on it, though.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with: Mum, last night~
Last thing someone said to you?: "Call me when you get to the theatre, love you!"
Last thing you said out loud?: "It's too early, drat it. D8 "

THE WHATS:
What are you listening to?: You asked this already. XD
What is the weather outside?: Hot as Hades. (And Hades is pretty damned hot. ^_~ )
What radio station do you listen to?: Oldies~ <3 Like, 60s-80s~ And classic rock.
What was the last restaurant you ate at: Sakanas Sushi~ 8D
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Trinkwasser, bitte.
What was the last movie you watched?: Se7en and Accepted~


Aaaand we're done~ See ya soon~

WELL. This is what happens when I get reeeaaally really bored. I fill out question-memes with my characters. And so, out of boredom, I decided to use some of the characters in mine and 's RP Hope you don't mind, Madame Yara!

Without further ado, let's get to the questions~ 8D

1. Who would be a better superhero sidekick between Harra von Schwarzenebel and Roman, and why?
-Harra, seeing as she's a sidekick-ish type, and Roman wouldn't be able to tell the hero from the villains.

2. Do you think Chiroth is a virgin?
-*Snort* Definitely. He couldn't get any no matter HOW hard he tried.

3. Would you open a mystery gift Dmitri Amarov just gave you, without much hesitation?
-Nooo way. I've tormented him waaay too much to trust him.

4. Describe King Schwarz in five words.
-"Let's ride the Bipolar Coaster~ 8D "

5. Is Grendel your best friend?
-… I don't think he likes landlubbers too much.

6. What is or would be a good nickname for Abel?
-SPOONY BARD! 8D

7. Is Godwin your best friend?
-No, but I'd love him as a best friend.

8. Do you love Dr. Canis?
-Uhh… define "Love"? 'Cause I'm not allowed to have romantic relationships or sexual relationships with my characters after that incident with Vorfahr. It's in the Author's Code of Honour and everything!

9. Have you dreamt of Roman before?
-I wish. D8

10. What would you do if you hadn't met Celestial?
-I'd remember just EXACTLY what happened last night after I drank that "Grape juice". *Groan* I'm sore in places I didn't even know I had. >>;

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1. Hot Harra von Schwarzenebel on Dmitri Amarov action - Yes/No?
-… That's ALMOST Canon.

2. What would you do if Chiroth and Harra von Schwarzenebel were going out?
-Poor poor Harra.

3. Dmitri Amarov is actually Roman in disguise, you know.
-I KNEW IT! … Wait… Roman? I thought you can't recognize faces, how'd you make Dmitri's so accurate?

4. Would you open a mystery gift King Schwarz just gave you, without much hesitation?
-Sure, Schwarzie-face and me are on pretty good terms.

5. What would you do if Grendel confessed love to you?
- "… 8D You know, there is NOTHING in the Author's Code of Honour saying I can't have romantic relationships with OTHER people's characters~"

6. Hot Abel on Godwin action - Yes/No?
-*Twitch* Uhh… can we have Dmitri and Godwin instead?

7. Describe Godwin in one word.
-Peeeervert~ ^_~

8. Can Dr. Canis be bad influence?
-I suppose so? I guess if he's not checking who he gives medication to, then I'm sure he could be an accidental bad influence~

9. What song could be Roman's theme song?
-Uhh… I don't know?

10. What would you do without Celestial?
-I JUST ANSWERED THAT ONE.

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1. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Harra von Schwarzenebel and Grendel! How will it go?
-"Herr Grendel! You need to come see this, there's this giant machine that drops you from fifty feet high!~ Can you believe it?"
Poor Grendie.

2. What was your first impression of Chiroth?
-WHY did I make you again?

3. How do your and Dmitri Amarov's talents add up?
-I don't think they do? Unless you count a penchant for sadism, but he's MUCH more physically-torturous than mentally.

4. Ever slept in the same room with King Schwarz?
-I wish. The Author's Code of Honour keeps me from doing that. ; ; -- Oh! Same ROOM? … No, but I should do that sometime, see if he really DOES snore.

5. Can Grendel be bad influence?
-The double-cannibal? Yeeeaaah. I would think so.

6. Does Abel make you hot?
-Oddly enough? No. Maybe it's because I just don't gravitate towards redheaded dudes.

7. Hot Godwin on King Schwarz action - Yes/No?
-*Spittake* Who WRITES this scheisse? … I… no. Just. No.

8. If Dr. Canis and Abel were locked in the same (really small) room for longer than a day, what would most likely happen?
-Ohh boy. Someone's not getting out alive.

9. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Roman and Dr. Canis! How will it go?
-… Must resist the urge to take the two into the Tunnel of Love and see who blushes more.

10. If Celestial were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
-Uhh… some really young annoying child-star?



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